Well I guess most of you know that I am Single, and sorta loving it.....

I had been in a relationship for the last five years, and life after that has been hard. I guess I really didn't think what it would be like to date other people, or if it was going to be a challenge.

But guess what! It SUCKS! I don't necessarily want a bf, I mean gezz, This kid has been wearing his chastity belt for way too long. But once you have been with someone for that long, and then you wake up and no longer have that, its frankly depressing. Not having anyone to hold you, kiss you, hug you, NOTHING!

So I have been dealing with a lack of affection which has made dating hard, cause I go straight for affection which makes me in the long run look like a total CREEPER! I go straight into the hugging, kissing, cuddling mode and cant stop. (I am such a cuddlier)

I don't know how to date! I have lost all game I once had, I am such a sweet guy not to toot my own horn but, toot toot bitches! Im the kind of guy that likes to wow people. When I meet someone and we both start liking each other I am the person that goes and puts a rose on their car the next day. That sends the super sweet text messages, wants to watch them sleep, that would bend backwards for the relatively complete stranger.

So I have went the total WRONG direction in dating, I have been throwing myself out there, like a whale on pavement just flopping around. There is no chase, no thrill, just creeper me. Not that I want to play games, but there is a certain level of desire that makes dating what it is. With me there is no desire, cause I am all over you like woah!

I have a frankly different life then most, due to the industry that I am in, I have to be available 24/7 which I am. I am so connected it's sicking, email, text, voicemail, phone calls. So when normal people don't text, email, or call back I sorta freak out, cause I am SO connected. I still don't know how people live without getting email on their phones, I would die.

So its time to start in a new direction I have made 3 steps to meet new people are try to be normal.

1. I am going to Paducah's 20/30 Group to mingle and meet new people (boys). Lindsey & I are going tonight, so well see how that turns out.

2. www.ilistpaducah.com has this thing called the idate of the week. I asked if Lindsey could do it with me, since we are both single. We are going to be the first ever joint idate! It makes sense cause any guy I meet she has to approve of, and same goes with her with the boys she meets. We are going to be interviewed for that Thursday, It will go up December 19th as I am told.

3. Date William Sledd the video, I believe love is out there somewhere, So why not put myself out there in a video! There will be more details on this later.

That is my plan, lets hope this bitch can find her game again!

xoxo

W